Darkness Until Dawn

     There were so many things I could have said in that ER. All the times I'd been there. Stretching back 30 years. I couldn't find the words. I was afraid to get near her or open up. She just sat and smiled. I didn't actually want to go inpatient. I just wanted to talk to someone. Have a doctor really lay eyes on me. I wish I could have said so many other things. But to be in those pods, no threats, no danger, no... uncertainty. I didn't think I was going back. I wanted to leave the hospital system. I walked in. I talked. I walked out. 

     I'm working on learning some keto recipes. I've become fascinated by healthy eating. I want to learn how to make whole meals that are really super good for the body. Meals with stuff like protein and fiber, probiotics, low carbs, natural ingredients, and low sugar, among other things. I'm even interested in healthy drinks. I've been looking for the best places to source ingredients and researching recipes for breakfast and lunch foods, then I'm going to look at snacks and drinks more. I'm even looking at the best sweeteners for healthy blood sugar.

  Merry Chwistmas to all, and to all a good byte!

    I'm focusing on keeping my days consistent. Every day, Repeating the same habits, keeping it simple. I'm turning my attention back to All the Colors of the Rainbow for a bit.

     I am engrossed in my research for my Civil War Greenville book. The more research I do the more I know I need. I'm working on clarifying the city's status leading up to the war... what businesses were here, the notable people, things of that nature.

    Story writing is coming slowly. My short attention span gets the better of me. Yet I feel on borrowed time, trying to go in multiple directions and ending up going no where. God willing, I'll have some more story parts soon.

     Dat Bat. Nebber a dull moment. Der he goes again, stealing Spidey's best carapace. Why, it was just di udder gnight...     Spidey was so berry happy. It had been a gweat day for the nest! Sebben flies, and Spidey had finished the Mona Fleasa, my primier werk of art for di community.      Spidey was so berry pwoud. She was BEAUTIFUL, and quite tasty looking. Well, no sooner had di lights gone out when there was a flapping sound at di window. Spidey rushes to look. Der must have been twenty bats out der! All carrying a most pwecious cargo!     "HEY YOU! BATS! DROP DI CARAPACES! HEY! NOT IN DI... ribber..."     They had stolen Spidey's prize carapaces, worth countless flies. Den dey dropped dem in di ribber.       Gone. In di ribber. Di cwazy bat duddent know how to stop.