Darkness Until Dawn

 

Spidey web obber di werld!!!! ... or mayybe just blanket falls park wit leaflets.

  Well, tell me do you think it'd be all right If I could just freak out tonight? You can see I'm in no shape for conniving And anyway, I've got no asylum to go And you know it might not be that bad You were the best shrink I'd ever had If I hadn't discharged this place months ago I might not be alone! Tomorrow we can walk around that unit And let the techs chase us right through it The past is gone, but a dx might be found To take its place Hey Psychiatry Hey Psychiatry Hey Psychiatry Hey Psychiatry And you can trust me to overthink And to take the pills I found And if you don't expect too much from me You might not be let down 'Cause all I really want is to be with shrinks Feeling like I'm crazy too If I hadn't discharged this place months ago I might be here with you! Tomorrow we can walk around that unit And let the techs chase us right through it The past is gone, but a dx might be found To t...

I'm so happy 'cause today I found my friends, they're on the net I'm so struggling, that's okay, 'cause so are you, we broke our mentors Commitment papers are surely coming for all I care and I'm not scared write my blog posts, and that's ok cuz I've found shrinks Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah I'm so wordy, that's okay, I shaved my rhymes and I'm not sad And just maybe I'm to blame for all the drugs, but I'm not sure I'm so excited, I can't wait to touch and stare and I don't care I'm so corny, that's okay, my will is good Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah! I like it, I'm not comin back I miss you, I'm not comin back I love you, I'm not comin back I chilled you, I'm not comin back I like it, I'm comin back I miss you, I'm not comin back I love you, I'm not comin back I thrilled ...

Dear coffee,      I almost forgot. Would it be alright if I brought Peytlin a half dozen soccer balls to remember me by? I know how sweaty patients put her and Addison in heat. I wouldn't want to let my birds suffer.  So whaddya say? Can I punt a few into the courtyard? I'll even sign them for her. Give Elle my love.  Ball 1: I love you, ashes Ball 2: I love you knot, Spidey Ball 3: I love you, vlad Ball 4: I love you not eddie Ball 5: I love you when you're not hiding soccer balls, jess Ball 6: I love you oddly, madly, creeply Jenn Yours, Ashes

Wake up Little Snoozy Wake up, little Snoozy Wake up, little Snoozy We've all been sound asleep Wake up, little me’s and weep The appointment's over, it's four o'clock And we're in trouble deep Wake up, little Snoozy Wake up, little Snoozy Well, what are we gonna tell our counselor? What are we gonna tell our Doc? What are we gonna tell their staff when they say "Ooh, la, la"? Wake up, little Snoozy Wake up, little Snoozy Well, we told our counselor that we were tired of men Well, Snoozy, baby, looks like we’re stuck with them Wake up, little Snoozy Wake up, little Snoozy We gotta go home Wake up, little Snoozy, wake up Wake up, little Snoozy, wake up The inpatient visit wasn't nearly so hot It didn't really have so very much of a shot We fell again, our goose is cooked Our reputation is shot Wake up, little Snoozy Wake up, little Snoozy Well, what are we gonna tell our counselor? What are we gonna tell our D...

She's breaking into hospitals again. Talking up psychiatrists. Why does she get to be the communicator? 

     Vell, vhat did you expect? I have to be with my own kind! You cut off the A-, now I can't socialize. So flappy I can hardly stand. I hope Small liked zee flowers...

     Cwazy Bat. He's hanging out with the Conestee hatchlings again. Dudent ebben like dem. Then he says he wants to fly by Home Freako. Fwed's been gibbing him trubble at di beach. Sneaky Gulls always coming up with something. Dey don't like Vlad berry dutch. Time to go for a crawl...

Dearest coffee,     Oh, the thrill of the pursuit. Psychiatry has never looked so good. Do you power lift metaphorically? Exercising the brain is so rewarding. How are my friends? I'll have to visit again. You know how much I love family. Prismilly speaking. You'll be happy to know that life on the outside has gotten quieter.      I'm walking the road less raveled. Sometimes it's a bit stringy. Sometimes threads lead in unpredictable directions. I hope the campus hasn't caught fire. You'll say hi to Jenn, I'm sure. The cat's doing well.      Say, you think you could hook me up with some maroons, for old time's sake? You never know when I might need to come pay my respects. I'll be in touch. Promises to keep, and meds to take before I sleep     Warmly,     Ashes

     In the military, they like to say that a combat operation never goes exactly as planned. The same thing is true for everyday life. My life has not gone as planned. For damn sure. However, losing a battle does not mean losing the war. I certainly hope I don't have to start spreading rumors about dating my psychiatrist to get it into people's heads that spreading lies about professionals is not wise. I like different kinds of people. They can all contribute in slightly different ways. I've known all sorts of people.      I do have moral responsibilities. I'm trying to build something positive here, while preparing to return to doing some accounting. I feel a moral duty to warn people about forced medication, drug cocktails, overmedication, medicalized perfection, toxic gender stereotypes, toxic CBT, and abuse in Greenville County. You can question my methods. You can question the results. You can't question my mission.      Sometimes life ...