God willing and the Hospital will hear
So, if my family is as innocent as they say, then that only leaves the hospital. My concern is that it's happened twice now. They keep diagnosing me psychotic when I'm not psychotic. I'm told there's not much SC can do about that. My concern is that at some point in the future I'll need to go back to the hospital for some reason or another. Last time I was more careful about my communication. I made sure to be very clear about what the problem was, what I needed, etc. I have discussed with my team writing a letter to the hospital administration about my concerns. If they are not part of the problem, they can be part of the solution. I need to stop the cycle of changing my diagnoses and my symptoms to match the prejudices of the staff. It's not actually helping anyone. I don't have the energy that I had when I was younger, and I'm losing patience for this, especially when it devolves into long hospital stays, threats, or not getting what I need....