Darkness Until Dawn

Spidey on di wrong leg aggen. Just a liddle. Nest eerly.

  Cleaning up my professionals... One at a time... I feel like we're coming to that "victims come forward" moment. Since, as far as I can tell, we're all good and pissed off. I can't be the only one. They called him the "magic maker". Long before it went sour, he complained to me that the state was giving him trouble over CONTROLLED SUBSTANCES. HELLO? ANYONE HOME? DEA ANYWHERE? JUST WONDERING. Great job guys. Really. We appreciate it. 

Ennywaze, I hope you've enjoyed my crazy. I have to slow down, have better boundaries and take care of myself now. I need to control my anger. Maybe sue a psychiatrist, free of undue influence. Find my own peace. A black widow. That kinda thing. Get rid of these Munchhausen like, bipolarized psychociations. I'm going to keep working on improving my recall, socializing, and try to write some fiction. Just exercise caution around Italians and also around woodruff road. Thanks

"Collective memory is inherently selective (Rajaram and Pereira-Pasarin, 2010; Hirst and Echterhoff, 2012). When people recall the past some details are retrieved while other fail to enter into conversation. The consequence of those items not retrieved has become of increasing interest in understanding how distinct memories become increasingly similar across individuals."      So, if person A remembers his childhood one way but is too close to B, C and D, He may have trouble remembering his childhood because the group creates a myth of what his life was like, when it really was nothing like that. They may have a narrative for who he is and what he does, even down to dictating where he lives, who his health care providers are, what his DX is, what his meds are, What his treatment plan is, he'll have no privacy and no respect and no life, but it'll look medically perfect until the strain breaks the system. Which may be why so many medical professionals believe ...

I've been reading a research paper on memory cohesion, but among individuals in a community. Memory Cohesion Study

 

     Ok, ebbyone? let's find di way. Now, di doors are locked here, here, end here. We could sidle around back and take the fence from the North side, but there's cameras so that wouldn't last long. AHA! Ebbybuddy likes Pizza. Ashes will take twee for deliberry. Eddie will run circles in front ob di unit to diswact security.       We'll need pebbles. And a soccer ball. A few pairs ob maroon scrubs. Jess will be depressed. Jenn will come up wit di story. 8 will keep di car running. Ashes will find Arson, Arson will be too distwacted to notice Vlad sneaking Small to IMU. Den, Kenzi will let us out into di yard and we climb di fence. Once Small is secure, Jess will feel bedder and we'll all go home.

Spidey hab it all pigured out. Now, just need to break into di castle, pind di pwincess doctor, and conbince her to jump di fence wit Spidey. Vlad will fwy air cubber.

Dis is your faborite Arachnid again! A small shout out to Dr. Small and di gang... Serbin di Fiercest since 1969!

Piccola, Ho solo bisogno di qualcuno che mi capisca. Qualcuno che possa tenermi sulla giusta via. Qualcuno pieno di vita. Sono stanco di farmi sopraffare. È un mondo difficile da capire. Ceneri

 Caro Piccola,     Non sei mai uscito dalla mia mente. Ho avuto problemi a trovare qualcuno abbastanza strano da capirmi.     Non riesco a liberarmi di questi psicologi, però. Forse puoi capirlo. Credo di avere paura. Per così tante ragioni. Sono al verde, ho una reputazione e tu sei davvero bella.     Non ho esattamente colpito tutte le note giuste ultimamente. Quando ero più giovane, abbiamo visitato Capri... c'erano le grotte... io le visitavo nella mia mente. Volevo portarti lì. Tuo, Ceneri

Dear Small,      How's the unit doing? Tell me, what do you do when you're not analyzing? You seemed a little overwhelmed. Do you like Arson's humor? The story about the turkey was pretty good. A good nerd story.      I'm a nerd myself actually. What do you read? I'll have to write you a poem. Maybe throw in some of the stuff Red liked. You should meet Tigre. He's a good guy. He likes to go play with the neighbor kids.      You should stick around. The city is nice. I feel a little less crazy when you're around. Do you like hugs? Tell Elle I said hi. Don't get sick now. Ashes

"Pilling In The Name" Pilling in the name of Some of those that take courses, are the same that accrue losses Huh! Pilling in the name of Pilling in the name of But now you do what Grey told ya Well now you do what Grey told ya Those who died are justified, for wearing the coat, they're the chosen whites You justify those that died by wearing the coat, they're the chosen whites Those who died are justified, for wearing the coat, they're the chosen whites You justify those that died by wearing the coat, they're the chosen whites Some of those that take courses, are the same that accrue losses Uggh! Pilling in the name of Pilling in the name of And now you do what Grey told ya And now you do what Grey told ya, now you're under control And now you do what Grey told ya! Those who died are justified, for wearing the coat, they're the chosen whites You justify those that died by wearing the coat, they're the chosen whites Those who died are justified, fo...

     I think some doctors confuse kindness or respect with a lack of accountability or submission. I think it's important not to get confused. We're all human. Even doctors. I was the one they couldn't force medicate.

     Don't hate me because I'm arachniful. Sewiously. Spidey webs hard. Ebbyday. A liddle caught up in di details. Knot a big deal. Spidey hab a pew psychiatrists to haunt. Dey started it.